matt just called my dad to let him know im pregnant
-i hid in the bathroom, with the shower on so i couldnt hear the conversation LMFAO

i will post some more later

<3

ive waited long enough.
3 days over now >:|
i know il prob end up like 10 days over >:|
its depressing when people that arent even due yet have had their babies and here i am still waiting (ofcourse its exciting that theyve had them as well lol)
but when do i get my baby :(
i tried to bribe her to come out last night. nup no progress.
matt and i drove around for like an hour or 2 (in his van so it was extraaa bumpy) on the most bumpiest roads on the coast. STILL nothing.
i force myself 2 scull raspberry leaf tea- still nothing.
i eat the most hottest curry- still nothing.
i go for long ass walks all the time- still nothing AND her head still isnt engaged.
i at fresh pineapple until my tongue started 2 bleed (yes i t really bled!)-still nothing.
i have been bouncing an a friggen gym ball for a week- still nothing
YES i HAVE tried sex, so dont suggest that it didnt work
i have run up and down stairs- still nothing
i've burnt rose oil- still nothing
i've had rose oil baths- still nothing
lavender baths- still nothing
i've spoken 2 my belly and told her to come out- >:| STILL NOTHINGGGGG

and yeah iv prob done a million otherrthings, but cant be bothered 2 think
why doesnt she want to come out :(
its torture!!!!

no baby.

feeling quite down
thats all.

ahh its soooo hot! god i hate this weather! i cant wait until winter :) ahhh love the cold.
hmm, so still no sign of chubba bubba, guess shes to happy in there. hopefully she will come out sooooon.
when matt comes home il get him 2 come 4 a long walk with me. maybe on the beach or something.
hopefully that will get something happening.. looks like that super hot curry didnt do anything 4 me lastnight.
god! indian food is the best :O
i wanna go 2 the movies tonight, coz matty and i prob wont get a chance 2 do that4 a while, but theres fuck all on at the movies :|
i know matt wants 2 see sweeney todd, but i really dont like johnny depp, so i dont know if i coul handle sitting there watching him.
hmm and last time we went to the movies (seen JUNO) i had a "dissagreement" with a lady there, OMG she was a retard. she said she thinks i should calm the fuck down bahaha and this was all about seating.. coz wen u buy a ticket it says ur seta number on it, and i refuse 2 follow them, for gods sake im not in school. and this lady was FULL on freaking out coz i was in the wrong seat, nd i was like seriously, the movie was empty as there were heapsssss of seats, and i wanted 2 sit near the isle (coz u know i hav 2 pee every 60seconds) and yeah just incase i went into labour i could get out fast :P  .. so yeah i culdve punched this woman, i was like im fucking pregnant i can sit where the fuck i like, im fukn fat and its comfortable for me here!! haha and i was really loud and everyone was staring at me :| i was like geeeeeze all this over a fukn seat. people need to pull those poles outta their asses coz everyone is really uptight ;)
but i won, coz she walked away :P and then everyone just stared at me 4 the rest of the movie lol!
so thats my story haha.
im fukn bored
and SOOOOOOOOOOOO thirsty.
aww i wish stella would come out!!!
i need something 2 do :) and im sure child birth would occupy me 4 a while :) especially considering im apparently gonna hav a veryyy longg labour :O
xxx

      HAPPY DUE DATE 2 MEEE :)

yayyyy, im finally due :)
:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O
so friggen exciting.
im sure shes gonna be late :P
but she will be here very sooon :)
i hav an appointment with the midwife in the morning. hopefully they can tell me more about whether or not il be needin this ceaserean >:|
GOD i cant wait until shes here :)
xxxxxx

ITS PAST MIDNIGHT SO I CAN OFFICIALLY SAY IM DUE TOMORROW =]
:O CANT WAIT UNTIL SHE FINALLY ARRIVES
XXX

Well....

Today was pretty boring and un- eventfull
it was hot >:| which is SHIT when ur the size of a whale..
went 2 mums for dinner ( like we do every sunday night :P) & OMG my brothers are absolutely gorguz!! u cant get cuter than them!! :) hehe i <3 them!.
and then came home,. took the dogs for a little walk, got some MAJOR pains "down there" :P which is always a good sign. and then had a bubble bath (with lavender and rose oil)  and then that was it... hmm, quite boring.
im in some major pain though today!

• i hav the worst ear ache!
• i have 2 wisdom teeth coming thru which are KILLING me!
• i have a tooth that urgently needs pulling out, was considering going this week but like i can afford it after having to spend over $1000 to get my front tooth fixed >:|
• i have cuts all over one side of my tongue- reason for that is i have a meal tooth (lol random i know- LONG story) and on one side of it the metal sticks out and is REALLY sharp so it cuts the side of my tongue. ! so much friggen hassle with my teeth >:|
• and then  iv got all these aches and pains considering i weigh about 300kg! which is doing some serious damage to my back. and killing my poor little feet :(

awwww poor meee!

anyways, i think thats enough complaining about me. im just hurting :(

well im gonna go have some raspberry leaf tea now :)

ciao` xx

ugh, got those pains again :|

EVERYONE seems to get the wrong impression of me and it really gets annoying.

just for the record i do NOT hate everyone automatically.. 

just because i dont let people push me around and i stand up for myself doesnt mean im the bitch..
like for instance, we have new neighbours, they have just been moving in over the past couple of days and tonight when i was moving the car in the garage the guy was standing out there so i said hello. and he looked staright at me and ignored me! (and yes he DID hear me!) and then the lady was going to her car and i said hi and she looked at me funny and then akwardly said hi. :| to me thats RUDE! especially the guy just plain out ignored me..so when i came back inside i said to matt i wish we could have different neighbours, and he said "oh let me guess u hate them as well"?
FFS, i dont hate people or dislike them for no reason, i always give people a chance, but forst impressions mean everything. and if u dont give me a good first impression then chances are i wont like u..
im not abitch lke everyone seems to think- im nice to the people that treat me with respect and are nice to me, i dont see whats wrong with that? is there something wrong with me?
am i meant to let people be rude towards me and then just be nice back?
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
and considering we live in a complex so our houses are super close together it would be nice to have decent neighbours, coz the ones on the other side of us are fuckwits as well!!


just wish people wouldnt judge me on standing up for myself. i happen to think its a good quality of mine!